February 2012
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ugh today
Had my therapy appointment. Told her about my mood, showed her my mood chart, told her about feeling suicidal. She was concerned. About how I had been doing a bit of planning instead of just thinking about it. And about how I felt right then but I was feeling good this morning, really good. She didn’t seem to completely believe me but I really was feeling good.
She had my mom...
I get to see my therapist tomorrow for the first time in a month, fuck yeah
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I thought I should make a deep and personal ask... →
fugue-stasis:
hospitaldreams:
✞ Your religious Views? ✂ Have you ever self-harmed? Why? ✿ Relationship with your father? ❀ Relationship with your mother? ✩ Who is your most loved person? ♛ Have you ever been bullied? ☂ What is your sexuality? ☼ Who makes you the happiest? ♞ What is the most heroic thing you’ve ever done? ❄ What calms you down when you’re upset? ♥ Have you ever fallen...
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today
felt really antsy and somewhat irritated when I woke up. this lasted through my grandparents coming over until they left and I rode the bike for an hour.
then I took a shower and felt bad. unhappy. I came out, lay in the dark in my room for a while. ate dinner. watched tv. played something with my brother and sister. uninterested in all three but did them anyway.
then my brother’s...
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I feel good right now and I don’t want to go to sleep because I don’t know how I’ll feel tomorrow.
I don’t know what happened but something is wrong with the program I use to make gifs. I don’t know what to do with myself. :[ I’ll figure out a new way I guess but ugh I don’t want to change my routine!!
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felt really bad today, took a nap, feel so much better.
except I’m really irritated because these people at my school are taking forever to email me. I’m going to go ride the bike before I explode.
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Anonymous asked: you are my ass.
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ugh I don’t know how I feel right now. I’m worried about a few things but other than that I just feel uncomfortable. antsy and weird and unhappy.
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