(acrylic on canvas, April 2014)



think about what your dog would say to you if he knew how much you hated yourself

this just changed my life



Jelly Belly Chairman donates $5000 to help turn back the rights of trans kids in California to use the bath room and change rooms of their gender identity, not assigned sex.
Source: THE AGE

in case it’s not obvious-  light blue = very good, blue = good, gray = neutral, orange = bad, red = very bad

i don’t use the good part right though, i don’t think. or even neutral. i consider neutral to be more like a little bad. and very good, i don’t know what it means exactly for me. whatever, the point is look at it - i was messed up then normal and great, now messed up again. nothing has changed to make things worse, my life is the same shit as ever. i started taking wellbutrin some time in february but now i don’t know what’s going on.

Read More


After nearly a year… I have finished my Blathers crochet plushie!

I wrote this pattern from start to finish. With so many parts and details this project has been the most ambitious thing I have ever made. Detailed post on my blog on Friday. 

i don’t know how i’m supposed to do life when i’m so scared

Read More

Audrey Tautou photographed by Ralph Wenig

(Source: justinripley)

(Source: pebpeh)

uuuuuuugh fuuuuuck i did something really scary tonight (but didn’t panic and cry like i worried i would! yay!) and i am tired now and want to go to bed but tomorrow morning i am doing a related even scarier thing (i mean it’s fucking terrifying for me, oh my god) and if i go to bed then it will come even sooner, you see what i mean, so shit, what do i do, i’m so tired :(